heart

2009-11-05T04:59:00.000-08:00

Blair: Chuck, NYU is not the Upper East Side. They don't care about Constance, or social hierarchy. They don't care that I'm Blair Waldorf! It's over.
Chuck: How can you do this to me?
Blair: What are you talking about?
Chuck: I'm Chuck Bass. And I told you I love you. You're saying I'm easier to win over than a bunch of pseudo-intellectual homesick malcontents. You really insult me like that?
Blair: That's not how it is.
Chuck: It's exactly how it is. The next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you.

hahaaa i like this one (:
-
roger that, roger.
R: aha you hit the spot.
andrew: you pig!

2009-11-02T07:05:00.000-08:00

the girl tries to emit the beacon of passion through those shrouded eyes

but everything seems feigned no matter how

her confidence elapses ; her perceptions waver

altering her faith in the supposed

alternating in her eyes, are fear and apprehensiveness

the girl wonders, ponders

will her courage run out someday?

when will that day arrive, when she no longer has what it takes to put one step in front of the other?

the girl prostrates as the unexpected wave of trauma hits her

the reminiscent images speed vividly before her burning eyes

swift yet luculent

"esto no pudo ser", there comes her faint murmur

2009-11-02T06:09:00.000-08:00

32/40

each of the remaining eight weight me down with an increasing heartache

eight ponderous anchors, rusty indeed

i wish i could blame it on

"the anxiety of having to use a calculator with fading, virtually transparent numbers on its screen"

and say

"it's so unfair, you'd freak out if your calculator broke down seconds before your big business"

*how much more ill-fated can you get?

"then you've gotta rush around the office like a mad cow

tryna borrow one under the austere, dissaproving-and not to mention "i-told-you-so" glints impinged on you

but if i had retained my composure and tranquility instead,

there would have been a slight twist to what lies before my eyes now

so in the end all the blame is projected on solicitousness instead

to me,

poignant regrets don't mean failing without knowing how you did

it's to fail when you knew exactly what you could have done

but couldn't have done so

best regards to you,

gracias por hacer mi dia

usted es el faro de luz en la oscuridad inmensa

Love Laws

2009-08-25T04:07:00.001-07:00

When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him.
Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself.
The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are usually the same ones she can't stand years later.
It is always the wrong time of month.
Sow your wild oats on Saturday night -- Then on Sunday pray for crop failure.
The game of love is never called off on account of darkness.
It was not the apple on the tree but the pair on the ground that caused the trouble in the garden.
Before you find your handsome prince, you've got to kiss a lot of frogs.
Love is a hole in the heart.
One good turn gets most of the blankets.
Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.
It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
The person who said that it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all...NEVER loved and lost!
A woman never forgets the men she could have had; a man, the women he couldn't.
What matters is not the length of the wand, but the magic in the stick.
It is better to be looked over than overlooked.
Never say no.
A man can be happy with any woman as long as he doesn't love her.
Folks playing leapfrog must complete all jumps.
Beauty is skin deep; ugly goes right to the bone.
Never stand between a fire hydrant and a dog.
A man is only a man, but a good bicycle is a ride.
Love comes in spurts.
The world does not revolve on an axis.
Smile, it makes people wonder what you are thinking.
Don't do it if you can't keep it up.
There is no difference between a wise man and a fool when they fall in love.
Love is the delusion that one woman differs from another."
Nothing improves with age.
An ex-wife/husband will always be "till death do us part".
When a man wants his wife to hear, she doesn't listen.
When that same man doesn't want his wife to hear, she's all ears.
It's always easier to get a partner if you already have one.
Although it may seem like that on the outside, no one is having fun being single
If you're heart is broken, sweep up the pieces.
There will always be someone who will want to put it back together.
Love and high-school must NEVER go together.
No one is as fascinating as they think
If you believe a relationship can't work, but feel the need to try, it won't.
Corollary: You will later find out that your lack of belief caused it to fail.
The duration of a relationship to a person is inversely proportionate to the importance of person to you.
The two thing no man can ever understand; Women and what makes all men complete damn fools over women.
Love makes believers of us all.
Translation: Love obscures common sense.
Being taken attracts women. Being single makes them avoid you like the plague.
If you go behind a girl you are heading to trouble.
In the eternal battle of the sexes, women are already the winners.
Celibacy is not heredity.
The man shalt not win the argument he started
The man shalt not win the argument he didn't start
If a man won an argument, it was just in his head
A love will tell you they love you endlessly. A true love will tell everyone else they love you endlessly despite the embarrassment factor
When all else fails, have hope
In Romance; and in Finance we play with Figures.
A cauliflower resembles a rose, if your eyesight is not 6/6
Before falling in love do take your backup, it always helps in recovery.
The amount of members of the opposite sex you pursue is inversely proportional to pretty much everything about you, such as intelligence.
If you are interested in someone, a close friend will grab their attention.
This is especially likely if they:
A.) Don't want the attention of said person and/or
B.) Are already dating someone else
The ABC rule:
If A is attracted to B, and you are attracted to C, A has a better chance with B than you do with C.
B and C are often the same person.
The uglier the girl the closer she lives.
The size of the pencil is not as important as the quality of the writing.
Corollaries: The quality of the writing is affected by the quality of the paper.
Regardless of how well one writes, it is difficult to write at all unless there is lead in the pencil.
Marriage is the greatest leveler.
If you're having difficulties choosing between potential two girls, you'll always pick the wrong one.
If it seems perfect today, tomorrow it will end.
If a girl tell you "let's stay friends", she won't call ever again. If you call, she won't answer.
Love is blind. Marriage is an eye opener
When it comes to love and lost, doing the right thing always hurts.
Being honest with someone will always turn that person into an enemy.
When you're girlfriend says that you have to talk the relationship is over.
The day you decide to tell you're girlfriend you could not live without her she will leave you the next day.
You're best friend stop being you're best friend the instant a beautiful woman walks in and you both are attracted to her.
The more you want a women the least she will want you.
When she says: "Don't buy me anything expensive" and you listen, expect to be single.
Even the most beautiful woman in the world has at least one guy who is tired of her.
If you marry a beautiful girl she'll turn into her mother.
If you marry a plain girl she'll turns into her dad.
The mother of the man, or the father of the woman you love will invariably hate you.
The best men (or women) are always taken--or crazy.
When you take your time getting ready your date will arrive 20 min. early; when you're on time they're 30 min. late.
As soon as you break up the man (or woman) who couldn't commit TO YOU will get married.
A good women/men are like parking spots, all the good ones are taken.
Women are like boats: they require constant maintenance and attention, and they cost a lot of money.
Men are like buses: another one will eventually come along.
Good from far, far from good.
The length of a relationship is directly related to how much you are attracted to your significant other best friend.
Romances when common sense flies out of the window.
Being told your the nicest guy they know is the kiss of death.
Everybody is most horny when alone.
Beauty is directly proportional to the number of drinks consumed.
Corollary: Beauty is also directly related to the time remaining until last call.
the partner you want don't want you. The ones that want you are not made for you.
Any "Why" question, has no answer, and if it does, that answer is not logical.
Loving someone to much may be cause for a restraining order.
If you love a person let them go. If they don't come back they weren't worth it.
Cute now equal annoying later.
Not everything takes longer than you expect.
To get your significant other you need: Time. Money and Energy.
The sum of the three is constant.
If you are short of one of them, you need quite a lot of the remaining two.
If you are short of two of them, you need tremendous amount of the remaining one.
If you are short of all the three, no hope.
Otherwise the result is always success.
The love of your life will only want you back once you are in another serious relationship.
Beaches law:
If you think a girl is beautiful, her boyfriend will always be there to confirm it.
Seduction law:
Your seduction potential is inversely proportional to your willingness to seduce
The most intelligent statements will be thought of at the most inappropriate times. (i.e. during a make out session, strike up a law of Quantum physics, thus demonstrating that you are not interested in the other person).
If (s)he wants to dump you, (s)he will find a reason.
or
If (s)he wants to dump you, (s)he will.
(wo)man = time + money
time = money
(wo)man = money²
Money = √evil (money is root of evil)
man = evil
Albert Einstein Gravity Law
Gravity cannot be held responsible for 2 people falling in love.
The difference between love and the common cold is that for the common cold there is a vaccine.
If you love her/him, s/he doesn't love you
If you are in love, he/she isn't
If you want love, you don't get it
If a beautiful woman loves you, it's fake
If you are happy together, wait till you are married
It's always the quiet ones that have the two dozen corpses in their basements.
love can be your best friend and/or your worst enemy
Wedding cake cures nymphomania.
Everyone believe in love, but wonder if it exists
You may get off on a cheap hooker but you can't get off on a cheap lawyer
The one thing that will almost certainly come between two friends is a girl
The sexier a man is, the better the chances that he is gay
Being told that someone doesn't want to date you because you're such a good friend, is like being told that you didn't get the job because you're overqualified
You don't fall in love, you fall in a hole. The depth of the hole is proportionate to how oblivious you are of the fall.
The best way to get over a woman.....is to get over another
You always need a more patient partner no matter how patient s/he is
Even when a man is listening, he's gonna get it wrong.
Absence makes the heart go wander.
The person you want the most will end up with the person you hate the most.
If you get it, it will be taken away.
The perfection of a person is proportional to how much you love him/her.
The imperfection of a person is proportional to how much you hate him/her.
You'll think of a great line to say to someone the moment after your chance is gone.

서신

2009-08-19T20:16:00.000-07:00

들려줄게요,나의 이야기를 그대 없던 그 시간들을 헌데 난 슬퍼요 그대를 웃게 할 애기가 하나 없다는 게 미안해 말아요,

그대 울어도 돼요 충분히 참아온 그대죠 마음을 꼭 닫아줄게요,나를 담은 채 미안해 말아요,그대 웃어도 돼요 충분히

참아온 그대죠 마음을 꼭 닫아줄게요,그댈 담은 채 마음을 꼭 닫아줄게요,나를 담은 채 그댈 담은 채

它把我的话带给你, 你不在的那个时间, 忘记我的悲伤使你笑,
别说对不起, 你哭也不介意, 是充分地忍耐了的你
必定闭上心,放入了我
别说对不起，你笑也不介意是充分地忍耐了的你
必定闭上心,放入了我必定闭上心,放入了我, 放入了你

Foretold Prophecies

2009-08-17T18:10:00.000-07:00

The future is not a definite certainty.
Yet the paths we choose will always lead you there,
and there's no straying from it.
Only from different perspective.
Sometimes our dreams can show us future.
Our hearts can warn us of the truth.
And we can prevail.
Nevertheless, you're reluctant to give up all.
You once crave.
A different ending, despite of camaraderie and comradeship.
A granted tragedy.
And you're betting on it.
If you've decide,
may the story lead you there.

"Infants!? Think they're so superior, leeches!"
"They'll be upon gratitude when these infants save their superior lives."
"Hell yeah."

trying hard to deprive from twilight O.C.D
fyi: obsessive compulsive disorder or vice versa

Jjae young

She looked like a slut; and dress like a slut

2009-08-02T06:14:00.000-07:00

Sordid love triangle eh?
Break a leg, bitch

"The truth is in your eyes; they're holding on your tongue; and boiling in my blood."

-

2009-07-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

Just a sudden post...

Grandma I Love You:D

loves, ws

Acceptance of animosity with equanimity, be strong

2009-07-22T19:37:00.000-07:00

Am I suffering from dementia? Undecipherable emotions eluded me, something which is inconspicuous from their eyesights. My mind was contented with fugitive solution to the problems, it was never going to end was it? Feelings of inclination to overcome sarcasm, my acceptance of their animosity with equanimity, nevertheless, soundless scream of rage in my soul, grievously wounded. Infinite rejection resonated their voice accused me of twisting their words, an indirect provocation, rose hotly in protest, rebutting. Forsaking vengeance for modesty? I could say that clouds are green, but doesn't means that it's true. Best of Both Worlds, two worlds, contempt for my indecision rose. Appeared to be optimistic, but pessimistic in heart.

Fake a smile, hide your tears. It worked.

I won't plague myself with the past and what is done, you bitches.

"The human understanding is like a false mirror, which, receiving rays irregularly, distorts and discolors the nature of things" - Francis Bacon.

As Remorseful As Always,

Jjae young

deus ex machina

2009-07-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

i hate conspiracies, and deceptions

i'm sorry and repentant,

i didn't mean for that to happen, everything was just an inadvertent tendency

and my idiosyncrasy

it's just that your spasmodic daftness requires me to be there,

to protect the vulnerable you

because you don't possess the essentialities for this perilous and perhaps ersatz game:

invincibility, impenetrability

because you're not the chameleonic type

because you may be falling for this conspiracy hook, line and sinker

you don't belong in that disparate world-fancy, fantastic and fascinating

and yet you refuse to entertain the notion

i don't want you to experience the ordeal through endeavouring to fit it this puzzle

this might be a bolt from the blue

but you're gonna have to succumb,

we'll just dot the i's, cross the t's

inject a sense of secure and calm some nerves

deus ex machina, just what i need

when it comes to this, you trust no one,

and that includes bitches and sons of bitches

abruzzi: These trousers are a little bit too short. Don't you think?
lincoln: Chop your feet off. You're good at that.

i love this one, way to go, linc!

Rhythm of The Rain

2009-07-12T02:37:00.000-07:00

A vast expanse of dunes spread to the horizon like ripples on an ocean. All the traffic lights were off, the cool twilight suffused into the air, lending an ethereal feel of the event. If the fall is foreordained, do our choices mean anything, or we'll just have to accept fate. Tears adorned her countenance, but ease the melancholy gathered in her heart. There she is, kissing the rain; cursing his name.

The sea is emotion on incarnate,
It loves, hate and weep.
It defies all attempts to capture it with words,
And yet reject all shackles.
No matter what you say about it,
There's always that which you can't.

Inspire,
Jjae Young

Drive me insane; along with adrenaline

insecure..

2009-07-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

school's been really tedious these days =.=

plus there's something bothering me

you would feel that way too if you were in my shoes

having someone trying to dominate, dogging your footsteps

go on, i don't mind ;)

Because when you get close, I take off

just like he did

the one thing i understand now,

it's not about what they haven't done for you

it's about what they have done for you

thanks to amanda, who inadvertently made me realized, through book reservations ;)

do you feel tears welling up when you smile?

ECLIPSE

2009-06-27T08:13:00.001-07:00

OMG finally have the full collection of twilight series....... Which also marked a long and tedious wait for "Midnight Sun". Got eclipse finally, in the price of Rm25, in that very second, feeling-that-I-am-the-luckiest nearly makes me yell, I better sit down.....

Am I overreacting????

crap

2009-06-25T21:58:00.000-07:00

"damnation"

is it me, or is that "thing" simply beautiful and depressing

it effectively makes me go all effete and forlorn..this ineradicable addiction-slash-solace

and yet, i get the coherent message in unequivocal terms

i've sunk in so deep, too deep, adhered

last but not least

R.I.P.

2009-06-19T08:20:00.000-07:00

HI...Daphne here..
Long time no post here ..since I opened a blog...
Im just dropping by...
This blog is going to be dead if the others are not posting ..
lol...kinda have nothing to post here..just posting crap!!!

So Bye!

Fantasies

2009-06-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

Eragon, my mind soaked deeply in different events where the story had been. Boisterous atmosphere; their deep-seated hatred for darkness. Their arduous journey; wars to be faced with a vengeance; the voice of victory as justice took in. A very hypnotic story indeed.

As each event of the story revealed, exclamations of admiration followed. Two thumbs up with the flawless collaboration of Adam Lambert's MAD WORLD.

I like the characters to spring to life as whole human beings, not puppets dancing to some author's pipe. I like action, but not gratuitously strewn; it has to make sense & reflect the characters' attitudes & needs.

I suspect such pat truisms rarely hold much truth. I began reading horror fiction and science fiction by 10, and "grew" into fantasy. What I read in between, as an adolescent, is something I cannot return to with nostalgic delight.

Heroic fantasy like Eragon first struck a note of harmony in me. Such harmony might be discovered at any age. Since most people have reached a high reading ability by age twelve or never, chances are good that readers will indeed hit upon their own magic genre at this time.

Whatever we prefer to read is connected to our lifelong experience. If our experience is varied, our reading tastes will be likewise. If our experience is narrow, we may stick to one limited area. Those who fixate on heroic fantasy to the exclusion of other books may indeed have done so because they found the genre at an impressionable age, or because their own lives weren't varied or evolving. But readers with far-ranging reading habits, who nevertheless hold a special place in their hearts for heroic fantasy — well, it could be we love the form with good reason. A distillation of our lifelong attitudes and explorations may well find special expression in heroic fantasy.

A personal relationship with heroic fantasy isn't likely to be born of a direct parallel between life & fiction, since some heroic fantasy readers have had swashbuckling adventures (though it doesn't apply on some novels). A very few have had direct adventures of the heroic kind. The comparison between the heroic fantasy reader's life and reading tastes is apt to be more along the lines of an allegorical comparison.

In my own case, that relationships with heroic fantasy stems from my sense of life's transience, the threat & quickness of death whether from an automobile collision or cancer or having yourself at gunpoint. I experienced much of abject evil and understand that there are absolute evil and absolute innocence at odds in this world. Life is short even if nothing happens to abbreviate it further.

Dangerous as life may be, there's yet a lot to be said for it, a fact that increases the tragedy of its brevity. Inherent in feelings of life's transience is a sense of its joy and beauty. Heroic fantasy at its best observes things to be as menacing, amoral, simple, and inevitable as dying.

Heroic fantasy is, for me, a celebration of life's brief, transient joys and sorrows. When it is done well, the language has a high level of beauty. When the writing is flawed but still capable of delighting, there are yet images of stunning beauty, not invariably of a grotesque kind of beauty either.

Excellence of writing certainly adds to my enjoyment of heroic fantasy, but I've been known to get by on some pretty feeble stuff as well. The point is that the emotions is where the reader responds, whether at a high or low intellectual level. We might be looking for something other than to be dazzled by an author's mastery of.

We're all looking for something of our own spirit in what we read. Fiction is a mirror. If what shines back isn't very attractive, well, that was worth finding out. It was even entertaining. Whether the soul is blackly smeared or polished bright as steel, it is less concerned with technique than it is with intentions and events. If such tales aren't always done with the finest of grace, who's to say the awkward fellow isn't of greater genius than some refined courtier?

The point is that some of us have good taste and like heroic fantasy. That's less a conflict than may at first sound likely. It only means that for many of us, there is something special about heroic fantasy. It's close to our truth and inner vision.

2009-06-16T08:57:00.000-07:00

something i came across upon viewing the blog of an old friend of mine

what a genius xD

damnation =.=

2009-06-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

after several barriers and disruptions,

(by this i mean unsupportive family members who made an assortment of desperate attempts in convincing me to retreat, sadly, their endeavours were of no avail-mission unacomplished ;D)

i finally got to literally set my hands and eyes on P.B.:T.C.F.B.I.F.

went to Sunway Carnival Mall, Seberang Jaya for the rendezvous

and at this moment,

i'm perhaps the only one owning this book in the entire nation, the sole owner

i found my "business acquaintance" quite good-looking *chuckles*

coincidentally, his name is michael as well ;)

my penang trip was ruined by terrible PMS (i'm not the one thank god) and my bleeding toenail

the only consolation : the retrieval of "my considered pricey RM 80 new sweetheart" (according to my friends) which almost figuratively flew away from my grasp

penang, in my opinion, is one ideal spot for self-indulgence

if you're as skinny as two pieces of bamboo sticks, lanky, seriously underweight with a waistline below 23 inches, a trip to penang would certainly be the best way for you to gain weight without further intensive effort

irresistible scrumptious food is 24/7 available all around the place

if you surprisingly die of starvation,

you've gotta be some brainless twerp or an impecunious lad without even a cent on you

regardless, the chances of you starving to death are like one in a million

imperfection : 1) narrow streets

causing paranoid passengers like me to be worrying about colliding into another vehicle despite the fact that it's like 5 feet away from you

2) old buildings

which are rather an eyesore

g.krantz: if i had a list of all the people who might come to visit me,

your name would be at the bottom.

somewhere below Jesus Christ and Scooby Doo

HAHA

that quote applies on me to you as well ;D

TWILIGHT

2009-06-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

+http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individualvideoid=44287812+
+ http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/+
Twilight Trailer

+http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=58185785+
New Moon Trailer

FAN MADE

+http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AjLlW8Uk8B0&feature=related+
Eclipse Trailer

+http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RaswR778nbE&feature=related+
Breaking Dawn Teaser Trailer

now you get it ;)

2009-06-10T20:52:00.000-07:00

my favourite moments :
0.10-0.40 *charming smiles
1.04-1.21 *formidable anger
1.33-2.03 *brimming confidence
3.17-3.19 *had his toes amputated, ouch!
3.24-3.42 *tangible evidence that even a top genius feels forlorn and despondent too
3.51-4.01 *shows that even a top genius cries for his "facing-imminent-execution-slash-thought-to-be-dubious-and-lacking-integrity" brother and his "abandoned-him-before-he-was-born-slash-eventually-dead-from-being-shot-by-a-presumptuous-FBI-agent-who's-got-the-wrong-guy" dad
4.09 *man, that was cool ;)
4.45-4.49 *gives you the urge to rob a bank too

Sixth Sense

2009-06-10T00:55:00.000-07:00

I dreamed the best thing I've ever wanted in my life. Every moment recounting on it, I immediately became intrigued because it amazed me so much. Why do we dream? Are they instructions from the spiritual world or just deep, hidden wishes that can be used to unlock the secrets of the unconscious mind? Nobody knows for sure. Then, it happened to be me flipping through "Psychology of Dreams" which occurred because curiosity is summoning my soul, which is an outrageous force that no normal person can endure.

According to the book, it says: to many people, dreams are the thoughts that occur while sleeping, having almost mystic qualities. For millennia the significance of dreams has escaped even the brightest of philosophers and intellectuals. Many people have speculated about why people dream and what meanings the dreams have but in recent times two theories have gained credibility in answering those questions. The first theory is Sigmund Freuds and the other is known as the cognitive theory of dreams also known as biological determinism.

Well this is what I conclude after digging my nose into that book. Where there are just dim lights appearing on the horizon, I chuckled, must have miss my dinner. Within a spilt of seconds, dinner was served, on fine elegant platters. As I was clutching my head, I noticed a note, folded perfectly in the shape of a square. "Stomach growling huh? Did I get the timing right?" Deja vuu, nice............

Why did you wake me up, I was holding my anger, my jaws clenched into fist, but released finally, because it is impossible to get mad at you................ Dreams are not words, though you flip through the whole dictionary, you'll probably end-up getting nothing, as no forceful words ever existed to describe them, there are beneath your soul. So, hold it to yourself!!!

fates x.x

2009-06-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

no, no, no

the intersection just occured and i missed him by a few minutes

merely 9 minutes, (if my calculations are correct) that seemed so insignificant, and yet subtle

a remote mistake, imperceptible at first, resulted in me deprived of the chance to seize this "MasterCard" initiative, and willingly part with RM80,

in return-the oppurtunity to own something i've been longing to get my hands on, eventually

but, any last minute distortions could show up

i guess you've just gotta be prepared for any eventuality ;(

the coalescence wasn't destined after all

the aftermath-a massive downfall

i can picture myself..walking up a cloud staircase

with that delirious feeling gradually overwhelming bit by bit as you take each arduous step

finally when you were this close to the end of the tedious path,

it turns out there was one more step than you had anticipated

you fall through bare air,

with that sickly surprised feeling in your head

one thing's for sure, i'm so gonna flunk my english paper2

guess whose fault is it?

well, 90%'s mine, undoubtedly, since i'm the candidate

the following 15% : britney spears' fault!

and you'll never know why =.=

i'm of two minds on listening to her any of her songs in the future

do i look that feeble to you?

==" Story Only...........

2009-06-05T04:22:00.000-07:00

The sun casts it's long shadow on a whitewashed wall, it's late evening.

"I don't get used to the humidity." He snorted.

I sighed, thinking Girls, should have followed you guys to shopping.

No exception for me, five blonde guys with liquid blue eyes, examining me from head to toe. I looked like an ordinary child with sparkles on myself.

Mrs. Vernier who appeared to be weeding her lawn seemed to be curious about the sports cars parked in my front yard, at least she has not pressed her nose on the windows, yet. Teenage boys who wandered along the street began to surround it, as if the car is quarantined. Poor thing.

I sighed, again.

I know nothing on latest issues of cars. Boy, it sure looks expensive.

I wonder what their brains are consuming with now I murmured under by breath. Every second facing them seemed to be an hour, when is this going to end.

Clearly in my mind, his eyes was shining with excitement, of course, this is what will happen when guys is sharing opinions on sexual relationship.

This is disgustingly gooey, couldn't help myself with giggles, but in the end I chuckled ..............Technically, I'm not taking these seriously cus' as long as I won't get involved. Gah! mind your own business.

They have impossibly long lashes, hypnotic eyes, and most proudly, the perfection of their features. An ordinary person like me couldn't help running gaze at them, surreptitiously. It was like goddess Aurora who had just appeared in front of you suddenly, and you, happened to be going against human needs, breathe I remind myself. Sometimes I stared into their eyes, trying to decipher their emotions that smoldered just under the surface. They would gaze back, and the casual pretense slipped away. After a few seconds, my cheeks burnt hot, blushing.

Crap, I must have looked hideous right now.

"So, when are you guys leaving." I said in a wry manner and kinda harsh, I thought. At the same time, supervising my mum as she paced back and forth, watching her as she is trying to recall what she was supposed to do next.

"Dinner will be ready, soon. Considering your appetites, it would be a hard job." One of them laughed, gasping a little, low enough to hear, though.

"Fortnight." his voice was suddenly colored with enthusiasm, he sounded like he was planning for something........interesting. His velvet voice painted the picture in my head before I could block it. Personal........private????? Urgh, savage thoughts impinging in my mind.

Jordan will be hysterical with the joy- though she swear she would not be surprised at all. My face fell ever so slightly. Whatever "fortnight" means is an indication that they are staying longer. I'm a quick-learner, could have proved myself right looking at their facial expression.

"Which is............" I asked, in reply.

"Two weeks."

Two weeks of suffer. No, in an additional of 8 hours 42 minutes. To be more define, it is a 20682-minutes-countdown. I shrugged, it's getting colder these days, their existence surely mess up with the warm atmosphere where the house has once been.

Deeply in their sights, I felt that there are something forbidden in each and everyone of them. Which they don't want to let anyone to get even the faintest idea of them, trying to protect their own virtue. Unfortunately, their eyes will never lie.

My brain is consumed with the puzzled thought of their visit. Where as the other portion of my anatomy is equally interested in investigating the matter further. I am as sure as hell that they won't be welcoming any in-depth discussions.

walk away

2009-06-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

first of all,
birthday greetings to people whom i doubt i'll ever have the chance to meet

wentworth miller !!
..
prison break has come to an end
simultaneously some ppl take this as an indication of a fullstop to his career
there has been incessant critics about him being gay
why can't these twerps get a life?
how would you like it?
to have a fusillade of callous comments fired at you all the time?
happy birthday anyway!
you have my 101% acutely adamant support ;)
*bioshock*

*my fav picture of him*

secondly,,

sarah wayne callies
another prison break cast (:
nothing much to say since my support towards her has been dissipating since s3, sorryy
i feel guilty saying that (daft huh,, i'm so paranoid)
//
next,, a few MSSS pictures i would like to share :0
you won't be able to spot me in most of them since the spotlight is on my wacky teammates ;D
they're funky, hillarious...indescribable
a couple of ppl who can get really crazy when they're off the hook
but i wasn't able to blend in with them cuz i've only known them for a few days
and i'm not that sociable at the same time
anyway here goes..

marie, our beloved vice captain
that's "pinky" on her lap

*yawns*

i have no idea what she's holding (it's not her phone anyway)

crazy bed war ;0
i'm the one at the back, trying to dry my shirt with a hairdryer -.-

chi ling and wenn chyi
it's not gross,
depends on how you look at it (my new quote from asoue)

persia, huey yi, wenn chyi, brenda, zi xuen
marie, pei ling,
me ( i look so..anti-social ) gah

who's the fairest among us all? ;))

i hate the bed sheet, the patterns, colours and all

HAHAHA..
my fav picture of all ;D

=.=''
me doing my hair
marie hiding her head

(left to right)
front row : persia. me. marie

back row : huey yi. pei ling. xue mei. yi an
i kinda like this, although i look idiotic

last thing,

guess who do they belong to? ;))

Untittled ;D

2009-06-03T00:57:00.001-07:00

heyy..

ws here..
since i was told 2 x),
i'll juz drop by to post something..which is i duno wat.. lol

spending the whole day chatting n editing pics ( quite fun though)..
n i'm seriously looking forward to the gatherings..
well i think dat's all for 2day..
byess

Guess what?! I just got them under 200, hurray!!!

2009-06-03T00:54:00.000-07:00

I might propose an exception for the shoes............=="

2009-06-01T21:50:00.000-07:00

i was here! :DD

gonna watch soon.

gonna watch soon.

gonna watch soon

watched.

gonna watch soon.

2009-05-23T18:54:00.000-07:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

Egoistic Jordan Dominique.............. She knew almost everything............Nothing but a big spiteful bully to me............Adam Lambert..............shhh shhhh!!! Ooh ,cheesecake from D'Gateaux!? That settles it............^~^......Frances, you are the best!!!!

passion (:

2009-05-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

i'm loving everything i have now

books, movies, fun...which await me AFTER THE EXAM

that's the only thing i'm despising now-exams!!

devil me: i know i'm gonna flunk everything this time so what's the point of studying intensively for something that's not gonna work out

angel me: you'll never know without an attempt to distort

devil me: it's impossible-ppl have already gotten a headstart, everyone started studying 2 weeks ago and me? a mere number of 3-4 days

angel me: at least you exerted yourself, so you won't regret in the end

duh, i guess my self-discpline got the better of me after all =.=

so i'll be studying *sobs*

LIST OF GREAT GREAT PLANS AFTER THE STUPIDDD EXAM

1. get my cravings, which are

"PB: The Classified FBI Files"

finish "b. dawn", "ps i love you"

psychology!! "never be lied to again"

etc, too many deary books to list out

2. i guess i can manage 3 seasons of PB in 4 days or even less

muahaha TV time!! I LOVE TV ;O

3. have funnnn ;D

sunway lagoon or redbox,

preferably the first one though ;))

4. exercise

i desperately need to lose some weight

been overindulging latterly ;(

5. hmm..no idea for the time being,

perhaps i'll come up with something in the next few minutes

currently addicted to taylor swift's you belong with me

the lyrics should be felicitous for any typical adolescent girl

you just gotta love her voice

and watch the music video, it's..indescribable

check it out yourself

ohhya

5. piano and violin practice everyday??

cuz my violin skills are horrendous

pity every living thing with functioning ears in the vicnity

cuz they gotta bare with my playing HAHA

*SHOREYY*

i'm actually starting to love "The 39 Clues"

before the third book, i merely LIKED it ;)

till the slight romance between Ian and Amy surfaced only did my interest for it increase simultaneously, (stupid huh?)

although Mark's reaction was like:

aiyaa there WON'T be anything between the both of em

who will like her?

(i think that was his reaction, don't really rmb =.=)

'm feeling excited about the fourth book

there WILL be "something" in the end, i guarantee you, Mark:))

hmm..what a long and colourful post

(K)

2009-05-14T18:05:00.001-07:00

he-is-super-gorgeous+hot.

go ADAM!

love, LIWEI.

(K)

2009-05-10T03:18:00.000-07:00

jeezz ;D
well, this is the 100th post. hualalala i have NO MOOD for study.
i really dont know where should i start, and i definitely need a study group, need my friends to motivate me, so that i wouldn't be LAZY. i guess that daphne and xinping couldn't study too right ? :P

mummy, i love you.
;)

Mothers Day

2009-05-10T00:23:00.000-07:00

Today 12.oopm only wake u...
i said happy mother's day to mom & she asked me today is mother's day meh?
dumb...
then i gave her a card ...i thought she would appreciate it...but..
she said the card so old and blah blah blah....she doesnt even care..and she leave the card a side...
maybe i should gave her my bank money to her only she would be happy...Hmp ++
then now doing some self studies...could u imagine that im studying whole surfing the net?
im studying science and bm..lazy to study geo..sej....
im wondering how can w.s studied 1month before the exam?
today dont have Paris Hilton BFF...so its kinda boring...
At night im going to korean village in Ampang....im going to love the food...
who wants to come?

2009-05-09T23:29:00.000-07:00

Xinping ah...dun put somany pb d...
already alot ..go put at ur blog there lah...
u long time didnt update blog d

ta-da ;D

2009-05-03T09:32:00.000-07:00

<333>

a must-have for all the devoted PB fans out there, including mee ;))

i'll never release you or let you out of my sight once i touch you heehee

*Mike3300, i'm counting on you to get my hands on THIS

please please please

stupid MPH..restock!!

0.31. he's looking gorgeous, with the genious-looking stare, whenever he get what he wants

3.22. the lights went on

**clash**

manchez you're soo dead!!

in love with the song "how to save a life" by the fray

yea i know it's a long-ago song but that doesn't change the fact that it's the perfect foil to match PB season1

i got the piano sheet a few weeks ago,

beginning to master the song,

but i still sound ghastly compared to the actual playing ;(

low latent inhibition?? hmm

someday i must visit Fox River State Penitentiary, Jolict, Illinois ;)

what a divvy ;

2009-05-03T08:06:00.000-07:00

how can you just not love prison break? ;)

cuz my affection for it is indisputable and adamant

latterly i've finished season1, except for ep14 *sobs*

which is the reason why this is the first time i can manage the trivia without having to contemplate and swear like an asinine in front of the computer

most of all, i just found out that there's actually a PB book entitled---

" Prison Break : The Classified FBI Files"

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH................D;

how could i be completely oblivious of something this vital???

according to the book and customer reviews,

it contains every aspect of the show, intelligibly, including the comprehensive FOX RIVER 8 profiles which is profoundly tempting

and will certainly give me a hand in my trivia

plus it uncovers the conspiracy that led to Lincoln being framed for murder

erroneous murder, i call that, although i think that guy did die in the end, in the hands of blablabla

MOST OF ALL, photographs of Michael's intricate tattoo :D

;;;

conclusion: i'm willing to make audacious efforts to set my hands upon it

its number1 on my list of most desirable stuff and undoubtedly will become my latest incentive to "survive" and do well in the coming exam

a million regards to the author : Paul Ruditis, a guy who i don't recognize, but in my opinion deserves lauds

problem is : where the hell in malaysia can you find this book -.-??

COINCIDENCE SEEMED TO BE THE HARDEST PROBLEM

2009-05-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

+Operation N-O-R-M activated+
This is freaking fun!!!
+OH-I-AM-SO-DARNED-FREAKING-WTF-ing-SHOCKED+
perhaps gobsmacked, don't just underestimate girls but homo's......
+Whoa.....headrush+
as if I am gonna faint
+My friend told me that he fancy my cousin, the only problem is...........+
Use imaginations, or follow hallucinations
+I swear it'll be hard facing him (cousin) again+
Holy crap..........or ever???
+As a homophobia, the existence of homos..........+
WTH am I crapping about?!!!

WHAT-SO-EVER-I-AM-GONNA-BURST-FROM-LAUGHING-TOO-HARD
seriously, those freaking homos is getting on my nerves
Bet no one wanna know our conversation heehee naughty stuff

IF CHANCES OF HAVING A HOMO FRIEND(NOT GIRL LARR) IS ON A SCALE OF 100OVER ONE. HURRAY HAVE ONE AT MY BAC

beware of Swine-flu it could be more irritable than ASHNU-freaking-attitude-of-catching-too-fashioned-hairstyle-cus-hers-is-completely-left-out-of-the-generation.

keyboard-off

Me

2009-04-26T00:41:00.000-07:00

Hey D:)
Daphne here

well,i have done my new blog so maybe can visit it sometimes..
and leave sumthing on the cbox...
so it wont be lonely ...
thx
here is the web..
http://daphnecmy.blogspot.com

back to posting.

2009-04-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

Weisin here..

it's been a long time since my last post..

i rarely have the mood 2 post anything in the blog..

things happened recently..

it's finally over...i guess..?

and lol..my maid ran away wif her bf wtf

have to start doing housework..

juz hate it when my mum keep asking me to do things n grumble tat everything i did is not good enough ..

looking forward to meet my primary sch frens too..

miss them so much..

guess i'll hv to end the post since there's nth more i can say..

byess

JJAE YOUNG

2009-04-15T19:52:00.000-07:00

+이게 내 인생을가는 방법입니다+

+PATHETIC+

+얼마나 불행한+

+나는 이상한 사람과 완벽한 혹시 나를 만나고 불행한있습니다 오전 충분히 떨어져 비명을 +실행하십시오
(난 그냥 농담이야)

+못된+

+멍청이+
( So they often called me "어리석은 여자가" or "말을 못하는")

+우리 엄마 열받네요+
SWT ==" in some particular ways

P.S. ppl who know korean well will find this funny, or, well, useless, I'm just plainly insulting myself.

2009-04-15T19:15:00.000-07:00

occasionally i seriously wish i could read minds..like edward cullen

and that outrageous desire is currently getting addictive day by day

but i just gotta accept the fact that he's just a fictional character

've been feeling completely emo lately

i regret,, and the person behind this is you

why did i ever compromise in the first place

..i despise that sinking feeling

don't make me force my way through it..

;;

anyway, we made cookies for amanda

i think this "cookies as a gift matter" is kinda starting to emerge as a tradition

was exceedingly crestfallen at the sight of the results after almost 2 hours of hard work

fortunately majority complimented it ;9

i feel lifeless..life is pointless

i'm fed up with every single repetitive routine

schedule(hehe)

2009-04-11T03:27:00.000-07:00

~Daphne~
Haiz...so tired...

7.ooam
woke up ,then .....

8.ooam
at school for koko...damn stupid....scold me for not wearing uniform..
(u didnt get belasah from me is it?!summore scold my darlings also!)
then play some childish games ...STUPID!

9.30am
Go home...bye Carmen Bye weisin...I miss ur blackberry phone...

10.00am
shower.....

10.30 am
eat breakfast them mom came down from upstairs

11.ooam
me and my mom go a factory in sunway...GOT SALES!!
50%,70%
I bought a bag RM 65...a bit regret..sry mom..wasted ur okane....

12.00pm
came back ...eat lunch...

1.15 pm
go to japnese class.....the teacher suddenly came up to me...Shock
then she teach me (1 to 1) since last week didnt go...
a bit embarassed....some word forgot d liao :0
lucky teacher got say me idesu ne...haha...I love u teacher...

4.oopm
Ame....iitenki dewa arimasendeshita...
my dad picked me up from there and went home....

6.38pm
Im now writing....ok ,sayonara...got to go...

LAST WORD:I WANT TO CHANGE BACK MY DBSK!!!!!

I dreamt.

2009-04-10T05:18:00.000-07:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

I coud'nt lie convincingly to myself, my reflection in the mirror. A puzzling thought came to my mind, will this dream turn into a reality, leaving me all alone and cry in sorrow? A blank, self-loathing, miserable and sombre-looking face, something had literally assailed me, why was'nt I doing my usual ablutions, is everything began to run havoc? This day, this hour, this moment, this second? As memories starting to coalesce, it tears my heart into bits mercilessly, to tell briefly, the pain is tremendous. I've tried various way to confront the pain, but nothing seems to ease the tension. I felt like giving up everything, returning to my "old-dear-life" which is so not me. I am not a nonchalant person, I'm probably just being schizoid. Your situation had been agonizing the emphasis on my words, you're really a fraud, a frivolous person, the arbitriter of my emotions. When your existence had became a neccesity in my life, maturity took over, seperating both of us to continue our lives, but unfortunately on two different paths. I was afraid, afraid that you'll become too important, afraid that it happened to be me, willing to give everything in my life, just to hold back the tears or bringing back 'valuable' memories which does'nt even belonged to me, to hide my true self being a coward. And there you left, this is incredulously unacceptable. FLASHBACK..........beautiful golden rays of the setting sunlight shone on us -twilight, signalled the most peaceful moment of the day, but you are the one, the one with the intent to break the peace. In that splilt of second, the word 'bye' had made me numb, unable to resucitate. Tears were dripping all over my face, once upon a time you were an exertion to me -a fairy tale, but now, everything is zero......... Am I really a all-too-willing-to-suffer person, or is there any method of avoidance for the future? Everything still remained an unknown.......

update.

2009-04-06T20:22:00.001-07:00

a picture of me. :)

i wanna go pyramid this weekend, to shop!

didn't do that a long time already!

guess what? i watched prison break last night.

and i'll only get my contacts next week, arghh.

ps: if dya want to change the font and colour, please change it to bright colours because the background is black. :)

Changmin

2009-04-05T12:03:00.000-07:00

TVXQ SWEET SMILE

“I will not only give to you my heart but i will give all of me, I’ll be the one to make you smile when your heart is aching, when youre down I’ll be there for you and when you fall, i’ll be the one to catch you. I promise I wont let you go, i will hold your hand and I will never let you slip away…” -Maxie (Shim Changmin)

YOU!

IF YOU ONLY KNEW WHAT I FEEL INSIDE, YOU WILL NOT IGNORE ME. IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, YOU WILL NOT HURT ME. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, I ALWAYS WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE. I SAW YOU, BUT YOU WONT SEE ME. I WAS THERE FOR YOU ALL THE TIME, BUT YOU DONT FEEL ME. ALL I CAN DO IS TO TAKE A GLIMPSE OF YOU FAR AWAY FROM WHERE I AM. ILL BE WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE, IVE BEEN LOVING YOU FOR SO LONG. I KNOW SOMEDAY YOU WILL NOTICE ME AND YOU WILL LOOK MY WAY…AND WHEN OUR EYES MET, YOU WILL REALIZED THAT I WAS A MAN OF YOUR DESTINY MEANT ONLY FOR YOU…WHEN THE TIME COMES THAT YOU AND I WILL BE TOGETHER, I PROMISE I WILL GIVE ALL THE BEST OF ME AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR ALL THAT I AM…

Junsu

2009-04-05T12:02:00.001-07:00

I CANT

Sorry, if I hurt your feelings, you know I love you but I cant show it, for now I cant love you, I have a big heart to love you but I just cant love you the way you wish for. You know hard for me to control my feelings when my heart says “I love you”. I do love you but we can’t be together for now. The hardest part is when I see you, i want to touch you and hold you in my arms but I can’t simply do that. I want to get away and be with you but my life is not normal just like you. This is my life, even i have so much love to give I can’t easily let it show. When Im inlove, I have to sacrifice and control it. I have to fight what I feel but what if I can’t take it any longer, what if I cant hold it any longer this feeling so strong. This feeling ready to explode anytime. You dont know how much is hard for me to see you crying, I cant take to see you go when my heart want you to stay, I want to stop you for leaving and beg you to stay but what can I do? I cant love you for now, i dont know when I can love you, when I can be with you the only thing I know is I LOVE YOU for always and even youre not here with me and leave me behind, its you my heart still want to love…

Jaejoong

2009-04-05T11:58:00.001-07:00

I DO LOVE YOU

I know I am a star…

Hard to reach, Far from you

But for you I will down my level

No matter how long it will take

I will cross a thousand mile just for you…

For you I always willing to do

All the impossible things to do

This words I said its true

I love you and I always do…

Jajeoong message: “if you feel lonely, just think of me, if you are tired then let me carry you, if you feel you want to give up just hold my hand and don’t let go, I promise you will never walk alone, as long I am here, you will never be alone..."

Yunho

2009-04-05T11:53:00.000-07:00

This is Yunho original poems…

THE GIRL IN MY DREAMS…

She loves me the way I am and I love her the way she is, I love you that’s all I can say, whoever you are, I love you, I just want to let you know that I love you for a long time, before I met you, before I see you, I love you even I met you only in my dreams, I wish someday I met you and my dreams will come true. . .

YOU ARE MY MELODY

You are my melody, a song I sing.

I sing a song because of you.

Your sounds like a melody to my ears, because of you I make good music.

You’re every word I speak, my voice and my music.

Every song I sing belongs to you; you’re lyrics I heard every time I sing.

Your voice sounds like a piano echoes to my ears.

You’re my soul and my music is you . . .

I AM A FAN OF MYSELF

Yes I admire myself, the way I am. Some people will hate me, some people will love me. Being me is not easy, many people expect to me a lot, my family, love ones and friends. What am I supposed to do? I can’t impress everyone. This is me; I don’t want to pretend to be anyone else. I want to show the real me but how can I do that if many people putting me down, they hurt me so deep, they don’t even know how hard to have a life like this. I am what I am but still they don’t understand. People look at me the way they see me on stage, they judge me the way I am “on the camera”. They don’t understand, even I am a star in the eye of other people, on my own belief, I’m still ordinary. I want to live a normal life like other people do. Yes, I am a fan of myself, this is me and I love the way I am. I didn’t wish for fame, or anything in this world. What I have now and what I earned is a payment for the hard work I’ve done. You should be inspired and love yourself, if you want to be successful, be true to yourself always and do your best. Important thing is you have to “believe”. Believe you can; believe you can do it so you can reach your goals in life. Be a fan of yourself not like a fan of other people, they only give you inspiration but in reality, you have to do it on your own. I am proud to be what I am now; I get this far because I believe in myself. Aim high! Fly high!

Yunho personal message: “I don’t know how will I express how much I love you, how much you mean to me, I guess with this simple things I do, you will appreciate it. I will continue to love you because my love for you is true, I feel you’re near to me even were distance apart; i love you with all my heart, body and soul. Saranghae!”

Micky's Journal

2009-04-05T10:54:00.000-07:00

~Daphne~
2day i made a lot of post bc maybe i will be back within a few days
ok .
I went to a journal....maybe i cant defined it whether it was the real Micky yoochun or the opposite
but...I enjoyed reading his journal ....his poems & some from the others
Its very emotional....but......
when i read those posts or comments that offend him or other innocent people,
i felt a bit sad & angry ....
im wondering why this ppl doing this?cant they get their own lifes!
by insulting ppl like that....HATE IT!
well i love the poems really much and i appreciate it...THX u guys
There are some poems that im goin 2 post above this post
from the journal...i wish micky and the others dont mind
i just want to let more people to see ur poems
I wish ppl who visit this blog will like it
THX

obsessed, yet, again

2009-04-05T08:29:00.001-07:00

;)))

although today wasn't a perfect day filled with elation and raptures,

i choose to start my post with a jubilant SMILE

perhaps i should quit concealing my true feelings

honestly, today was conversely HORRIBLE

reasons--firstly, i've finally finished my favourite books for the time being ::

"A Series of Unfortunate Events-The Bad Beginning"

"A Series of Unfortunate Events-The Reptile Room"

(A.S.O.U.E.)
and i'm so uneager to part with it ;(
can someone lend me the dvd?

;;
secondly, i swear that i'll never never ever ever get carried away again

because i will always shatter, eventually

it's barely the starting of the fourth month

and i've already been through two of the worst moments in my entire life

everything seems to be aggravating.

i detest exacerbation! (who doesn't), why must this happening to me?

dissapointment occured, once again.

i'm frail, lethargic and inconsolable, unable to repel it

perhaps i may be erroneous about the truth,

but for now, i seriously despise discrimination!

(i never thought i'll say that, but now that i'm the victim..*sigh*)

if only i had sensed this imminent dejection, instinctively,

this wouldn't hurt as much as it is now

one thing i know, i'm kinda susceptible

never the less, i'm chastened and resolute now, so watch out!

i like Liam Aiken starring in ASOUE, portraying by Klaus Baudelaire

although in almost every ASOUE picture of him-the ones that i've set my eyes on so far- there's a repetitive expression:

a long, stern face

and sometimes, merely a subtle, inconspicious smile

regardless, that's the thing i like about him

and i'm so gonna watch Law & Order because he stars in a few of the episodes

and the other main reason is because it's Wentworth Miller's fav show ;)

*fyi, Wentworth Miller=Michael Scofield*
Emily Browning-portraying Violet Baudelaire-is fabulous as well

o.0

;)

;))

;;

well, i guess i'll be hankering after the both of them for quite a long period, palpably

quite unwonted huh? i think, for someone like me

i feel much better now, thanks to them ;D

.chao.

Farewell Party

2009-04-05T03:52:00.001-07:00

~Daphne~
On Friday,our class 2 Efisen had a farewell party for Ms Yvonne....
We ordered Domino's pizza (bc i think Rifdi got the membership card)...

but all of us need 2 pay 2...
but its okay though...
Its kinda fun.........
we ordered 3 or 4 box of pizza,2 cokes and tcher brought some food...
the jelly and keropok is kinda nice.....thx tcher...
Luckily i came 2 class early(if not dun hve anything to eat)XD!!
the pizza with chicken n ham(dunno call wat)very nice...
also thx 2 OmYi for taking it for me...thx
So damn lucky that day
then Alex bought tcher a small piece of cake with a Doraemon face on it!!
Haha...kinda childish but its also so kind of him(didnt expect that)
then we took pictures together

but mostly the Malays took more picture...
(Chinese paiseh mah,hor?)
after that ,we just go PE.

BYE

DBSK & Us

2009-04-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

~DAPHNE~
LOL....so tired ....
I just updated the blog...
I added a music player from mix pop..
it contains a lot of songs and video.......

wish u will pay a look at it...
THX
Then,I also changed the font and colours...
Lastly I changed the header to DBSK ....

hope the members of HEART dont mind...
This picture's just look like us(not the look)as 5 best friends forever....

FOREVER

Members

2009-04-05T00:28:00.000-07:00

Im Sorry ,Carmen.

Thx for ur effort to the blog by doing the HTML thingy ...

I know its hard 2 do....

So i decided 2 change it back...

only i can put some music in ....

maybe after i put in the music only change the layout

HUMILIATION..........APPRECIATION

2009-04-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

My theory: 40ppl=20th=Oh gosh so darned humiliated (still with equations HA-HA bad sense of humor). Foul mood, today is the biggest humiliation of my life(till now). What a disgrace! But you're there always being perceptive with me, always there to be supportive, having greater understandings of me than friends and even my parents . Anyway much appreciate your song, haven't hear anything from piano more potent than that. You're really meant to be outstanding. Do feel better now.

To someone who is always with me even there are miles between us

so hard to say goodbye..

2009-04-01T20:57:00.000-07:00

went for track and field events today, under the blazing sun.

thank god i din forget my saviour-sunblock-this time

hah i make it sound so divine

my 1500m event was the first event for the day, and that kinda blew the leftovers of my seriously lacking confidence

but surprisingly, i came in first place, and the same goes for the 800m event

apparently since the LM's thrashing downfall,

the thought that i would ever get my hands on even a 3rd place title hardly made its way even through the suburbs of my mind

so this is a sweet surprise ;D

but, unfortunately the gold medal for the 4x400m event slipped through our outstreched fingers ;(

syahbandar won instead, congrats to the four of them

...

sometimes you get fed up with the erroneous compliments

you get sick of their elation which leads to their tendency to neglect the fact,

that there's a soft, brittle side beneath that tough-looking armour

that you don't suceed all the time, you get highly-strung too

you endeavour to explain, but they never heed

and when you fail-thanks to the glitches-you desensitize them at the same time

Get too obssesed...........

2009-04-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

After a long and tedious wait (sounds like eternity) heehee whatever........ and here comes my NICOLE FARHI boots, somehow or rather I get too obsessed with shoes and boots. Every features of that gorgeous boots had made me surreptitiously run my gaze over it. I don't even bear myself to have my foot in it what's the point owning it. NVM at least I was'nt self loathing anymore MELBOURNE TRIP Urghh make me feel so miserable. My attitude has nothing similar with the shopaholic beside me glad, her motto: Only Buy What You Need eventhough she hardly stick to it, shopping absurdly, ignoring all the price-tags. She convinced me to take the boot rather than having a wallet, people would'nt describe you as girl-in-LV when you're on the street but in another way round, regime does it, so 'malaysian'..... The boots form a smooth flow with my mum's grey Benneton cardigan, having her borrow it from me is definitely inevitable. Actually I spotted a pink cashmere in Benneton too, but aren't Benneton too old for me....plus I have one in my closet. Maybe I should have been heading to MNG or GOGGLES which is much more my status HA-HA?! these brands ain't compatible with those okay....... Have to stop all these impinging on my mind, GULP ?!my grades are falling!

2009-03-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

aloha!

i was absent from school yesterday, for an utterly absurd reason, or, perhaps, some absurd reasons

10%-i wasn't in a good condition, wasn't feeling entirely well

40%-i din wana go to school for an unknown reason which still remains unknown =.=

50%-my baju kurung was torn-a huge hole by the collar-and i was defiant enough to refuse wearing my pinafore instead

my mum came back from work to find me sitting by the couch, sewing my baju kurung

and she was like "why are you here? why aren't you where you're suppose to be now"

after my sheepish explanation, done in stammers and sulks, her reaction was the exact of what i had anticipated

"well, i'm fine with it, but i don't know how will your father react"

...........

and i had to deal with the usual questioning-horrorful

watched PRISON BREAK ("capital lettered" cuz i truly respect and adore it from the bottom of my soul) last night,

Michael's (same definition as above) health conditions are exacerbating, with all the fainting, sharp head pains, it's a brain tumor (i think) he "inherited" from his mum

the highlights were-Bellick sacrificed himself for the 'Scylla Mission'.

he jumped into the main pipe to help wedge it and trapped himself in it, drowning eventually

honestly, Bellick was never my cup of tea

cuz as you know, PRISON BREAK makes the convicts seem like good guys,

and the prison guards seem like the evil ones instead, conversely, although they're working their asses off to keep the convicts behind the bars

so i hated Bellick in almost every season, and season4 differs, definitely

(it doesn't matter if you're not capable of understanding this whole bunch of crap above)

Juicy Coulture

2009-03-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

OMG furr boots at juicy coulture, LOL IT MIGHT PUNCH A BIG HOLE AT MY WALLET. Anyway, you could hardly find any furr boots in M'sia, UMM don't mind the temperature. Probably, predominance from peers, fashion is a priceless possesion........... this is what teenagers do
nowadays, spending money madly, shopaholic..........

Im Back

2009-03-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hey Ya!!!
...
Long Time didnt post anything at this blog....lazy.When I view this blog,Im shock=?=the others had write so many posts...& long too.......OMG!I wonder ...did the others had so much things thinking in their mind & I didnt noticed......WHAT A BAD FRIEND AM I!!!haha....Need 2 catch up.
LOL...the holidays are going to end ....SO BAD....even though sometimes its kinda boring since im alone at home..... at least I could surf the net everyday and could sleep till 11 or 12 in the afternoon=PIG
Now ,im thinking that should i join DBSK official fanclub or not....It s RM40 a year ...I think its kinda cheap....but nobody teman me join+the register procedures are so ma fan........HAIZ...(please lah somebody teman me)But if i think deeper...bigeast is better...Fans can have fan meeting & can play games wif Tohoshinki......so envy them...HMPP!!!=who call im not a japanese!!or korean neither....(kidding)
Tohoshinki's Survivor and Secret Code album is going to release!!!!Im maybe not buying Survivor since I bought Bolero already... I wanted to buy Secret Code album but its kinda expensive to me.Even though just the cd version,it costs RM60 or 70++(So must save money ...GAMBATEH)Other hand.,Jaejoong's Postman of Heaven is going to show on SBS & ASAHI channel....But I got KBS & NHK only so must wait after June only the DVD or CD would realease in Malaysia...I wish They will release the Movie in Dvd in Malaysia....(so want to go japan and korea to buy all DBSK DVDs,CDs ,& other things such as Tshirt and more)...if dun have...just hope there will be kind hearted ppl or fans post in on web.......
I always love ya!!
(FAMILY...BEST FRIENDS....CASSIOPEIA)
GOT TO GO
BYE BYE
Wish me luck in this Saturday jp classs
:)

'P.S. I love you'................sobbing

2009-03-17T03:40:00.001-07:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

Indeed a nice book, made me oohed and aahed while reading
even it's kinda late to read now, have no idea when this book was published
A very touching story, I almost burst into tears sarcastic........impossible...... , seeing a women in her early thirties, strife from happiness and lost, as if there is still a kind of story in today's society. At least a dumb-dumb like me learnt a bit. As a grieving young widow, the ten letters from her late husband, intended to ease her out of grief and transition her to a new life. How lucky is her, having a thoughtful husband. After reading the book it feels like I could miraclely sense the striving-in-pain feeling, it left you no other options but forced to face difficulties, all you have to do is be brave. I don't meant to be rude, the only thing that doesn't satisfy me is that as if were no climax in the story....... Umm, don't take it hard just giving out my own opinion...........

REALLY REALLY GONNA STICK TO MY SOCIAL LIFE OR I'LL ENDED UP LOSING IT!!!!!!

thrashed..devastated..dissapointment

2009-03-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

today's birthday gathering..

it was far from what i had expected =.=

err i guess i'll describe it as a total wash-out

or maybe i'm just exasperating

we skated for like 2 hours, merely

what happened before that..urgh

it's something i don't want to recall

cuz it'll only remind me of how daft and gormless i was.

skating was fun..but thanks to my useless socks i have two plasters on each of my ankles :(

it stings horribly whenever the tiniest, slightest drop of water gets in contact with that particular part

me and shiinyi tried (intensively but effortlessly) to teach liwei how to skate

but neither of us were good "educators", and i'm not a brilliant skater myself

nevertheless, she's capable of maintaining her balance in a better way now

i fell thrice,

and honestly i don't really know how i fell

everything seemed to happen so abruptly till my brain couldn't interpret quick enough to react in the normal way

the six of us were just standing there

i guess my legs went numb and somehow tangled themselves till i lost my balance

so i landed on my ass, IN FRONT OF EVERYONE x.x

how abashing is that?? i guess i MUST have looked exceedingly hilarious..

*my jeans looked like they just came out from the washing machine*

but there was a crowd, so i din really enjoyed myself

cuz i couldn't skate freely and swift enough, without considering the fact that i may accidentally crash heavily into someone

we had lunch somewhere at asian avenue (i forgot the name of the restaurant)

seckvoon and daph had some super-duper pedas korean food

which turned my water pipe on

sy and lw went shopping while jeremiah sat there reading yu-gi-oh =.='

what a funny thing to do ;D

after lunch, we camwhored

plus had fun shooting balls into hoops at the game machines ;)

shiinyi was busy editing the pictures they took

while me, daph, my sis, seckvoon and jeremiah bought some tokens and tried the shooting game

seckvoon went a lil mad,

remember the fact that when she goes crazy,

she influences the ppl around her, then everybody goes insane too =D

i just vaguely remember flunking the balls at the hoop, furiously and as fast as i could

*when was the last time i've felt so crazy?? ages ago*

it's fun, to spend some valuable time with your friends, doing crazy stuff

it was such a plain, simple matter,

and yet i felt like all the stress, pressure, mood swings that i've been experiencing throughout this period has been released

*phew*

anyway i realize that my shooting skills have gone haywire, lacking training, *shoot*

could be possibly going to the gym, for the first time, tomorrow

it's just a one week trial...i'll exercise as much as i can ;)

2009-03-13T23:49:00.000-07:00

I WANT THIS DESPERATELY, I KNOW CLEARLY THERE ARE NO OTHER OPTIONS FOR ME TO GET THIS, BUT NO.1 IS JUST IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!
DARN IT........
IT'S TAUNTING ME EVERY SECOND I SAW THIS

I guess I could just stiffle my sobs............

2009-03-07T05:45:00.000-08:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

I'm in a foul mood today.My dad canceled our Australia trip. "Oh what the hell the problem is...."I growled at my parents, like someone who has an EQ of 40. Obviously, they were astounded to my sudden retaliation, for someone who's calm like me, it was completely crazy (DUH I don't even argued with my parents before) Actually I feel like apologizing, but till now I refused to, it's one of their unbearable reasons, again, this is why I disagreed vehemently. What would possibly sane someone to trade a trip to a meeting?! (yeah, career, rite...)It does'nt feel good at all, when you're in cloud nine, then someone makes you dissapointed in such a sudden, how could you endure the dissapointment easily, when you are expecting something so much..........
To say the truth, I really, really hate myself being emotional. Eventhough I've been in Melbourne almost a zillion time, but this is different, I expect something to be different. But now, it seemed to be zero. I could'nt do anything now, I could just stiffle my sobs..........

tension =.=

2009-03-06T07:07:00.000-08:00

first day of our exams!!

i was feeling quite nervous, for no reason

(to be honest, my left hand trembled non-stop while i was answering my science paper)

we had English and Science today.

english was simple,

i bet truckloads of ppl will scrap an A or even 95 above for it, without summary and literature

and most of all, with ms. yvonne doing the markings,,it's possible

no offence..although i appreciate the fact that she's trying really hard to be a good teacher

the topic was really common-a day at the beach

(god we're no longer primary school students, realize that kayy??)

as for science, it was really easy as well

although i wasn't 110% confident with some of my answers, still i'm sure i can manage an A

i bet weisin can even score full marks, with that nimble brain of hers

with bm geo sjrh kh and math left to go,

just hoping that i won't let myself down ;)

...

've been training and practising running lately,

3kms a day..i wonder if it's enough (obviously not, i think)

it's energy-consuming, and i'm not capable of going much further

plus you need to push and encourage yourself to keep going on

"keep going on..it'll be over in just a few minutes"

"just imagine the day (4/5)..when you get a taste of revenge..it'll be sweet"

blahhh..self-comfort

anyway, music doesn't really help in easing that exhausted, lacking-hope-to-go-on feeling when you're running

i learnt that on 28/2: larian mesra

gawd i was fumbling with the damn earphones all the way

it brought hassles, instead of soothing my emotions

and no matter how much i tried to concentrate on the music ,

my mind was like " argh!! i'm soooo tired, i wanna quit" along the way

in the end, i got third place and certain ppl were like "huh why din you get first place"

look i know you don't mean to be offensive but that really hurt

wanna know what's worse??

i lost my medal without realizing the matter till idk when

i'm not upset (it's a bronze one, not a gold one, so no big deal)

it's just that..how can i be so idiotic, dim-witted??

but at least i gained 3 "valuable" (sarcastically) lessons which you don't need to know

...

i remind myself to try as hard as i can,

i understand your feelings

i know what it feels like

cuz i've been through a lot

the number of times i've experienced such a feeling-more than you could ever imagine

but i'm not the main problem of whole matter

you are.

you're not being paranoid, it's true

your instincts are true

*longest post ever..i guess*

Immature s.....

2009-03-03T18:26:00.000-08:00

+JJAE YOUNG+

Generally, mostly teenagers in Malaysia are childish, mostly not every. One of my Australian friend told me "Asian aren't that reserved as we thought," Then I asked her why, curiously, she said "I saw a couple of teenage guys on the street shouting 'fuck you' to each other, well also in a fury tone, but how could they do that in a public area," totally speechless...............
I don't get it, how could they use words without comprehending the word's meaning itself, why won't you just butt out and keep your mouth shut. These people are commented as 'immatures'. Aren't they ashamed after knowing the true meaning of that word, especially the situation of 'boys and boys' or 'girls and girls'. Haiz, immatures.

huge problems..am i being paranoid??

2009-02-15T19:01:00.000-08:00

*sigh*

something exceedingly awful happened yesterday evening

something that i don't feel like reciting all over again

it hurts to even think about it..

but it really woke me up

it helped me realize the fact that i have no sense of responsibility at all.

i'm such an awful, immature person

when will i grow up?

now, i really wanna grow up, till i'm old enough to leave

why can't i just sprout wings out all of a sudden and fly away,,

leaving these indescribable ppl way behind,, mourning, repentant for what they've done

i'm trying extremely hard to play my role, to fullfill my task, what i'm supposed to do

but you guys just won't let me.

as if it would kill to stop picking on me

what good will it do you??

i will, no, i MUST prove that i'm not merely what you think i am.

i will be more suceeding than anyone of you.

and by that time, don't mention the word "forgive".

we are merely total strangers with blood relationship, which i rather not own

is there anything that is capable of cheering me up now??

*going through a seriously hard time now*

i won't regret this,,or will i, someday??

Valentine's Day- Redbox Karaoke

2009-02-15T03:12:00.000-08:00

+안녕하세요 Jjae Young Here...+
LOL, it was lyk kinda late for me to post this today.....
Yesterday was valentine's day, as a single, I'm quite surprised when Jayson and a few of my cousin were at my hse after school. LOL clumsy me, forgetting about our date to Sunway Pyramid. First thing, the gals(including me)went shopping. Blahblahblah, then of course redbox karaoke, as I thought, crowded, couples by couples, flowers everywhere. Luckily one of my cousin booked one room for karaoke purposes,or else we'll hav to queue up lyk sillies... But still, we hav to share a room with a few Japanese guy. LOL the gals went gaga over the guys cus most of them are good looking. They asked for their hp no., email add.....haiz, maybe I should have asked cus it's valentine(eventhough it would not work out)I have completely no idea about flirting....still pathetic. To be honest, they need to work out on their English, though a few of my cousins know how to speak japanese, I hardly understand them in English. Since the gals are 'flirting' singing is okay for me.But at least I get 86 since my singing skills are lame, lame compared to my cousin's, his singing is always good. Sometimes I get envy of my cousins, most of them have both looks and money, I have nothing, why is this so unfair...(keep on mumbling).Ummm another boring Valentine's day for singles lyk me, I guess........

no offence

2009-02-14T06:42:00.000-08:00

today is valentine's day.

it's an extremely important day for the couples out there ;)
or to be more frank-the girls only, perhaps
but for us-the single ones ;D-it's no big deal, all we do is observe and discuss the matter among ourselves

i just can't figure out why some ppl are so desperate for valentine's presents.
they go sulky and pull a long face after the day is over and they have to return empty-handed. no red roses or sweet chocolates ; no cute and cuddly soft toys ;

all you have is a broken heart.

...

and for some ppl, it's no use pretending you're not crestfallen or depress.

secretly you wish to be like the popular ones who received presents

in my opinion, it's a day which helps you in noticing how certain ppl can be really ostentatious. =.=

if you know what i mean, of course :)
...

anyway liwei carmen weisin and kenny lost their bet--no prezzies for shinwern from jinjun
thank god i wasn't involved in this, i don't wanna waste my rm5

currently watching happy tree friends.

yea i know it sounds really childish. but who cares??

it can be gross, disgusting or even scary (for some ppl) but hilarious at the same time

my favourite character is..flippy? the psycho one xD

...

alright,,have to go now. byess.

Just being pathetic

2009-02-13T04:23:00.000-08:00

+안녕하세요 Jjae Young Here...+
+미안합니다 cus did'nt post anything a few months ago.....+
+School life is getting boring than ever+
+BTW do couples really break up when they are only meeting each other once a month?+
+It's Valentine's Day 2mmorow, nothin special is going on, only girls showing off the chocolates and flowers they get, YEAH GURLS!?+
+Haiz........ Hoping School life will be more than that+
+Cannot blame anyone cus my role as an ordinary student+
+I hate myself being emotional+

;))

2009-02-07T06:29:00.000-08:00

aloha!! haven't posted anything since "idk when"
today we went for pandu puteri..

the badan beruniform which i despise and regret so much for joining =.=
half way through the lesson me and liwei "fleed for our lives"
cuz it was toooo tedious.
D.H. S5 is coming up ;)

along with PB and gossip girl, i'll be occupied enough to keep things off my mind temporarily

...

besides that, we went to carmen's house as well on 8th feb.

we watched "quarantine", it was kinda gross and nail-biting.

me and shinwern were like two idiots screaming our lungs out with every single ounce of strength we had

and her mum upstairs was like, " who the hell is shrieking like a mad lady"

i think we almost brought her house down

due to the shockingness i almost bit into carmen's pillow plus strangled her teddy bear.

seriously i was being really daft. xD

after that we gambled a lil, wasn't really fun cuz the amount we bet was lil

but as a conclusion i loved her house and everything in it.

it was a fun day =D

2009-02-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

Heya......Daphne here...
School is so bored
nothing that can do except just chit chat wif frens...
ping,li wei,carmen & wei sin is in dinamik :so sad:(
but i think its ok 2......
stills got frens in efisen but sometimes..........
haiz....
ok,gtg .bye!

boom.

2009-02-03T07:10:00.000-08:00

llw was here. our blog is really dying .

btw school was very very very very bored today.

our class became an exactly mandarin orange.

so orange and malay style.

still thanks to the teacher painted and decorated our class. sigh. our places are different now.

weisin sits soooooooo far away from us that i can only give her a flying kiss :(

how are you there myws? D:

we recreated te grammy awards list again :D

i know we're kinda sampat. YES WE ARE. :)))

gtg. muack !

boom ! :)))

2009-01-24T07:54:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year is near ...
damn happy-got lots of delicious food and angpau.
haha....

By the way,dbsk in coming out with a new single
NOBODY KNOWS
so going 2 buy
but malaysia always come out late wif albums from Jpan & Korea.
Maybe.....

PrisonBreak!!

2009-01-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

prison break is back!!!!!!
i'm so over the moon..:))))))
all my friends know that i lovee prisonbreak.
it has been my fav show since std5 (i think so)
now season4 is on 8TV. every monday 10.30 to 11.30
and i'll never miss a millisecond of it!!
first episode and whistler gets shot in the head..gretchen dies.
sara's back..she was never dead from the beginning.
tbag wants revenge on scofield. he keeps bragging about himself being the mastermind. bleh
the brothers, sucre, bellick and mahone are ganging up to bring down the company.
and there's "scylla"..the company's little black book.
sometimes it seems really complicated till you have to be exceedingly observant to know what they're planning.
but i like the excitement, mind you, carmen says it's hell boring =-='
at least it's better than your dbsk laa.
maybe you don't even know what i'm talking about
but i do..at least :)
i wanna buy the CD..all four seasons
so i'm saving up now..wish me luck.
anyway my cold is getting a whole lot better now. thank god.
i can't stand getting sick. it's so horrible.
like you don't have even an ounce of strength in your body.
now it's carmen and weisin's turn to be sick xD

ws here...

2009-01-18T21:36:00.001-08:00

i'm sick TT..
caught high fever last two days.. abt 38.sumthing degree..SUFFERING**
feeling better now, hope can recover soon...
i wana go to school! although sumtimes it's kinda boring..
dat's all for now,
bye

2nd day

2009-01-07T06:40:00.000-08:00

nothing interesting happened today and yesterday x(

sej and science was boringgg..=.=

without the book i wouldn't even understand what the sej teacher was saying.

the english teacher is such a jerk.

3 pieces of hw in two periods.

including some essays.

i prefer cik chang, loads of ppl do too, i think.

and i smacked shiinyi with my kh and sej books cuz she molested me

xDD that was stupid.

...

banana brought her "heavy" camera to school.

so we took some pics in the toilet during recess.

finishing D.H. soon, i have like 3 or 4 more cds to go. ^^

in love with "a lil too not over you" and "love story".

back to school..

2009-01-05T06:00:00.000-08:00

well today was the first day of school..as a form 2

it was a bad bad sad sad day x(

first of all, the teachers sucked..a lot. =.=

esp the geografi one. i would've loved to slap her stupid hideous face.

she's so high and mighty,,like she's the queen of trash..

second of all, i hate my place. it's so hot and way too behind..

i wana sit with liwei, weisin etc.

although js's nice but i'm not that close to her :((.. *sigh*

the whole day was absolutely boringg..

nothing to do, nothing to talk..meaningless

wish i had skipped school, stayed at home and watched DH. instead

some ppl were switched to efisien and gigih.

shiinyi, daphne, kaixin, kaining, seck voon, huishean, liauziyong, jeremiah etc

i'm soo gonna miss daphne and shiinyi..:)

perhaps things will change tomorrow..

it'll be a better day..i hope so..

sorry for the late blogging.

2008-12-29T19:09:00.000-08:00

LIWEI was here.

i was here long long time ago.

because it's not really convenient to write my own story here.

and anyone read twilight ? please lend me...

my sis said it's wasted when we finished the book and putting there.

so i cant buy, lend me xinping, when you're finished ? ><

and ya, school's gonna start. CHEER !

soon, we'll gonna meet each other lerh !

*0*

obsession..

2008-12-24T20:37:00.000-08:00

long time since my last post.

currently obsessed with twilight.

it's kinda nice. i din watch the movie but i bought the book.

can't wait to buy new moon, eclipse and breaking dawn too.

loads of things have happened throughout the long boring hols.

but i'm just too lazy to recite it all over again.

and most important of all,,

i'm becoming a super-duper movie addict,,seriously.

really look forward to finishing desperate housewives season 1 and 2.

plus "twilight", "beverly hills chihuahua" and "angus thongs and perfect snogging".

LOL i'm really obsessed.

maybe i'll go crazy someday.

haiz well i hope this exhausting holiday will end soon.

cuz i rather go to school than stay at home rotting.

k end post here .

x.p.

2008-12-21T08:54:00.000-08:00

Haiz.........
Today is already 22nd of December
Still left 1 week more 2 go back 2 school.
Wish holidays are even longer even though it is boring.
At least there is a lot of time 2 do things that i like.
better than going back 2 school,
need 2 exam ,homework,public speakings,blah blah blah...,
wish that me & seck voon can go live in Korea or Japan
Haiz.......

relink !

2008-12-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

Relink !

www.summerdream95.blogspot.com

so, dinamik's class party

it's on 13th dec.

for more info, ask miss jerry.

hope you girls could come.

and yeah, banana was here

bye ! nights :)

my hols..

2008-11-30T07:08:00.000-08:00

xP here..

hols are really boring.

currently into korean drama FULL HOUSE!!

i've watched it a few years ago.

now i'm re-watching everything again

i really really love song hye kyo and bi rain.

they're such a perfect couple and they look absolutely sweet together..

but i heard a rumour saying that rain liks lee hyori. T.T

and there's another rumour saying that one of them won't be recasted in full house2.

please recast them laa..if not perhaps i won't be watching FH2. hmmm

plus i've been learning korean just because of this show.

i'm really into it. kaka crazy right??

i cried a few times watching the ending.

it ws absolutely pathetic when youngjae had to leave ji eun and go for heiyong instead.

here are some pichass ::

k end post here laa :)

lazy to type. byess

i like to move it move it !

2008-11-27T21:50:00.000-08:00

heyy, anyone got madagascar 2 here?
need it.
woah ! nobody post something to here (including me)
=B ROFL.
camwhore every day, since nth to do -.-
nothing much to say, byess, loves
oops, by bnn.

xoxo

Untittled=)

2008-11-19T21:25:00.000-08:00

Haizz...

holidays are soo boring...

miss u girls sosososo much...

hope 2 go out wif u all...

stomach freaking pain ...

can't get a good sleep yesterday...

thank god i'm ok...for now

think dat's all 4 2day

byyyee^^

Hope 2 See U Gals SOON!

sleep over ^^

2008-11-17T07:36:00.000-08:00

oh ya went to daphne's house the other day ^^
and i slept over at her house!! haha
after dinner,,this is what we did ::

8 to 10 - talk talk talk plus played speed
10 to 1 - played neopets,,watch tvxq and full house videos
1 to 2 - played "cho dai di" sambil watching mean girls..
3 to 4 - ate a tom yam hot cup ( till i cried ) and watched the "count olaf" movie

we slept at 4am,,my highest record..xD
this daphne kept snatching the blanket at night.
plus it was freezing at night..with the air-con and all
i woke up at 8,,fell asleep again,,then woke up at 11 : just in time to watch hannah montana xD
12 ++,,went home riding my stupid bike
on the way home,,i accidentally kicked my bike and hurted my ankle x(
wth..
but it was really funnn..pengalaman baik ^^

k byesss
__xP__

pba cup..

2008-11-17T07:18:00.000-08:00

xp here~

went for the pba. cup today..
yesterday we played against some permata school..
30-9.."da bao" ^^
but i played like sXXt. so i wasn't really happy anyway even after winning the game

and today: usj13 vs sri cahaya..
it was a tough game..
i was scared,,lacked of confidence after what had happened yesterday
at last we won again..24-12
scored 4 points only ( that's soo little right?? xP ) haha
but as long as we win..it doesn't really matter :)

after the game jingen came to my house..
her mum couldn't fetch her till 5 something..
so we played computer. it was kinda boring though ==

pokai-ing adi laaa..
had to pay rm50 for a molten brand jersey..wth
i thought it was nike..=-='
k that's all for now ^^
byee~

lala wei!

2008-11-10T06:50:00.001-08:00

painted nails: hot pink, turquoise, and X rose
being lala at home -.-
called xinping about 20 mins just now
wakakakak
i miss her (=
i miss you all
heh! carmen!
having nice trip keh? Hope you'll have a safe and nice trip! =DDD
have a nice day hoh! i miss you! when are you coming back to MY?
I'm so missing you all girls!
and soon! we'll going to swim! See you girls there!

heyz ^^

2008-11-09T20:32:00.000-08:00

xP here!!

missing you guys so much ^^
hols are like soo damn boring..
housework housework housework for every single day..x(
my maid's not coming till thursday (or maybe even later )
and all my sisters are having exams next week.
so I have to do EVERYTHING//

went for training the other day..
kena bullied by geena's std3 bro..wth
this is what he did to me shiinyi and jingen :
1st rampas my sweets
2nd called us fxxker sohai jerk etc
3rd splashed us with his dirtyyy water
4th bullied me
wth =-='
then when we splashed him back,,
he cried soo damn loud and started throwing things at us..
stupid guy..
but it was really funny though..to see him cry xD

*currrently into full house / what hurts the most / t-shirt :) *
ps: CARMEN!! rmb to buy prison break for me!! esp season1..if you see it :)
k byess~~

Happy Holiday!!!... well actually not very happy--

2008-11-09T00:40:00.000-08:00

WeiSin here...=)

sry, long time din post, very lazy xD

went for a gathering at sunway yesterday...

it was quite fun meeting my old besties..

went for piano class after the gatheriing, luckily the teacher is not nagging again...

i was shock when she told us dat she was pregnant for 6 months..

but "it"( her stomach) seems so small--"

at nite, went to my father's fren's party...

i was so bored...n tired

whole day goin out man~

hope we can go to the same class H.E.A.R.Tzzz!

byeee

THe Golden Horse Hotel.

2008-11-08T07:25:00.000-08:00

Today about 8pm went 2 the Golden Horse hotel .My cousin belanja me eat there.When i go in 2 the hotel its so beautiful(of course ,it is a 6*******hotel).
Do u know I met who ? Its Mr Anwar.It is so a honour to see him in person.So many his people & bodyguard there .A bit scary.In addition,I did not wear spectacles that time im in the hotel.So,when i want to look for the toilet almost walk into MrAnwar's vip room .Luckily my aunt call me.if not sure got a lot of bodyguard catch me .haha:)

Wrong number mv

2008-11-07T07:32:00.000-08:00

Lol!!!! Hey you guys,check out dbsk 's wrong number mv location .
Its so cool . The Hotel is the M Boutique Hotel. It supposedly took over four years to build. Outside doesn't look much (there's some lights that change colors), but inside is totally different. The inside of the hotel looks very modern and has a very nice decor, evidenced by the pictures below.The car is so perfect 2 .Sure the expenses for this mv is expensive.

Holiday's commin..........

2008-11-06T05:23:00.000-08:00

Holiday's comin............ not happy, not exited, sad.............you can see me enjoying playing uno with my BF happily in skul actually I am not happy at all, I am hiding my feelings, that person makes me feel so hurt.......... I dun wan to cry in front of my friends..........why must it be me, I dun deserve it at all, there are still many people in this world , why is it me.............On vacation tommorow, I'm going to heal.........

johan at last..^^

2008-11-04T20:15:00.000-08:00

xP HERE!! :)

today//
went for a friendly match with usj12 and usj4..^^
at first we were like..losing x(
wei kang kept scolding and scolding us.
i think we play better when we're under pressure..==
cuz after the scolding we caught with usj12 and WON the game..by just 1 point xP

the same thing happened while we were playing against usj4.
first quarter : *10-0* (god.. =-=')..they were leading.
i kinda gave up at first cuz i thought they'll win.
then weikang scolded us AGAIN//
we caught up AGAIN and won..*23-18* .
actually it should've been 21-18 .
the funny thing was..one of the usj4 players shooted our goal by mistake.
so they gave us 2 points F.O.C.,,xD

i have a feeling that the whole team plays better when jingen's in it..
maybe she brings good luck to us :)
i'm so tired..it's been ages since i've exercised soo.."vigorously"?? xD
skipping school today!! my whole body's aching// muscle pain.
even when i sneeze my back bone aches..walau.
k byess..;)

Real long

2008-11-02T19:16:00.000-08:00

Heyz! liwei here!
Didn't post something to here for a long time
real sad. Sad for my friend.
aha, i find a job during my longgggg holidays.
know that daphne desperating for her DBSK album for a long time -.-
she's so happy and nice photo daphne! CUTE!
I love your primary photo Carmen! Yeng! ^^

END OF THE YEAR
we're going to go different classes, (it's good if there's no big changes)
Keep in touch! ^^

2008-11-01T21:33:00.000-07:00

LOL Long Time no Post here already .
Busy watching DBSK's video
XD=)

My mom bought a lot of new stuff for me
from TAIWAN :

DBSK 4th KOREAN ALBUM
MIROTIC
TOHOSHINKI 3 RD LIVE TOUR ~T~
Because of DBSK things, im so happy.
The MIROTIC ALBUM just cost about RM41.90.In Malaysia,this album cost about RM81 something.So its almost half price .(dunno is it the packaging in Taiwan is different than Malaysia) lol the tohoshinki dvd cost about RM 60 something.
this dvd a bit long already but dont care.Tohoshinki is my idol right so must support them by buying their things.

LOL test mua IQ

2008-10-31T05:04:00.000-07:00

+ANYEONG........TO MUA UUNIE's+
+Happy cus mua IQ is 148, smart lerr "syoksendiri"+
+Higher than U-know yunho (Mua Idol) da yunho oppa ccuae!!!+
+LOL if wanna test go http://www.iqtest.com/+
+Enjoy playing tarot cards today+
+LOL WANNA GO HOME AND LEARN+
+LOL LUV KOREAN+
+ by dongsaeng carmen+

sad sad sad day..T.T

2008-10-29T20:27:00.001-07:00

today// xP

OUR CLASS = [tears + sad and moody faces] + [laughter + smiles] ??

what about me?? half and half of them..

received our results today. maths sejarah and science..

overall..i was 63% satisfied..haha

but as long as you've tried your best..nothing matters,,

i keep telling myself :)

it's not over..yet

waiting for a miracle to happen..perhaps??

k gtg..playing mcCain vs. obama..currently my fav. game..xP

byee

zzZZzz

2008-10-28T19:57:00.000-07:00

Heloo!
Li Wei here! i'm so bored zzZZzz
now i'm addicted to guitar hero, a rocking game !! it's real fun
more fun than NEOPETS CLUB PENGUIN =D
and I like the song SO WHAT it rocks
and i'm thinking what else i'm going to do in the hols? lalelilolu??
loitering in the shopping mall? no.
shopping is always my favourite, and i hope there's a chance for us to shop again FRIENDS!
Chaoz! Guitar hero-ing!

phew !! everything's over xDDD

2008-10-24T06:52:00.000-07:00

xP here ^^
long time since my last post..

and i'm happy to annouce that EXAM'S OVER..
phew phew phew..

these few days have been horrible..
been memorising everything..pergi tandas pun mahu pegang buku..

bm 1 science 1 bi 1 bc 1: okay

sejarah and geografi : quite easy..

science 2 : absolutely terrible!!

just hope that i can get good results even after the last minute rush..xD
seckvoon's mad at us for "bullying" her..=-='
duno what to do about that..

addicted to "kiss the rain" and "that's what you get"..

keeps playing in my head..

jeffrey sebelia won project runway...unexpected..

haiz the hols are gonna be soo boring..T.T

h.E.a.R.tzz xD

EXAM OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X)

2008-10-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

EXAM"S OVER!!
dun nid 2 study hoorey xD

wrong 5 question in mt goe paper><

hope teacher will gif me more marks 4 my folio...

i wan A!!!!! ( crazy d--" slap me from crapping =)

watever it is, exam's over!!!

scare goin 2 piano class 2morrow, din practise at all cus exam xP

i think dat's all 4 now...

byezz nitezz

h.E.a.r.t =)

^^

2008-10-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

xP here..
helped my mum with house errands this morning..
so i couldn't study T.T
haiz 2 more days left n i have like 10 more babs to finish..omg i can't believe this
i'll never ever ever ever "buat kerja sambil melewa" again..
kambate!! everything will be over after this hell week..
friday was half fun half boring..
seckvoon kept punching ppl's boobs =-='
some psycho girl she is..
but i took revenge on her after that heehee ^^
i played arm-wrestling with amanda..
left hand : i won
right hand : she won
cuz i'm left handed =P
but after that..i crashed into her..head to head..specs to specs =-='
she was standing right behind me n i din see her..
n when i turned back : "BANG!!"
walau sakitnya..T.T
haha what a day~~

heart

Love Laws

서신

Foretold Prophecies

She looked like a slut; and dress like a slut

-

Acceptance of animosity with equanimity, be strong

deus ex machina

Rhythm of The Rain

insecure..

ECLIPSE

OMG finally have the full collection of twilight series....... Which also marked a long and tedious wait for "Midnight Sun". Got eclipse finally, in the price of Rm25, in that very second, feeling-that-I-am-the-luckiest nearly makes me yell, I better sit down.....

Am I overreacting????

crap

Fantasies

damnation =.=

TWILIGHT

now you get it ;)

Sixth Sense

fates x.x

==" Story Only...........

walk away

Untittled ;D

Guess what?! I just got them under 200, hurray!!!

passion (:

(K)

(K)

Mothers Day

ta-da ;D

what a divvy ;

COINCIDENCE SEEMED TO BE THE HARDEST PROBLEM

Me

back to posting.

JJAE YOUNG

schedule(hehe)

I dreamt.

update.

Changmin

Junsu

Jaejoong

Yunho

I AM A FAN OF MYSELF

Micky's Journal

obsessed, yet, again

Farewell Party

DBSK & Us

Members

HUMILIATION..........APPRECIATION

so hard to say goodbye..

Get too obssesed...........

Juicy Coulture

Im Back

'P.S. I love you'................sobbing

thrashed..devastated..dissapointment

I guess I could just stiffle my sobs............

tension =.=

Immature s.....

huge problems..am i being paranoid??

Valentine's Day- Redbox Karaoke

*no offence*

Just being pathetic

;))

boom.

PrisonBreak!!

ws here...

2nd day

back to school..

sorry for the late blogging.

obsession..

relink !

my hols..

i like to move it move it !

Untittled=)

sleep over ^^

pba cup..

lala wei!

heyz ^^

Happy Holiday!!!... well actually not very happy--

THe Golden Horse Hotel.

Wrong number mv

no offence